Monday, June 30, 2008
♥ 9:28 AM
JUST WTF IS WRONG MAN?!!!!! I JUST WANT MY DOG TO BE SAFE AND SOUND. TO LIVE PEACEFULLY WITH US. IS IT VERY HARD? JUST WTF THE GOD WANT? WHY IS MY DOG ALWAYS SUFFERING? CAN'T SHE ENJOY HER LIVE LIKE WHAT THE OTHER DOGS DOES? SHE IS MY FIRST DOG. AND SO MUCH THINGS HAPPEN TO HER. SOMETIME I WAS WONDERING SHOULD I GIVE HER AWAY? SO THAT SHE WON'T BE SUFFERING THAT MUCH. PLS TELL ME WHAT TO DO. I'M REALLY SICK OF THESE THINGS. I PLEAD YOU,I BEG YOU. TO LET MY DOG BE LIKE NORMAL. IT'S OK IF SHE IS NOT OBEDIENT. BUT PLS. DON'T LET HER SUFFER ANYMORE. SHE IS LIKE SO YOUNG. ONLY 1YR PLUS. I SERIOUSLY CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE HER. SHE IS LIKE A PART OF OUR FAMILY. PLS GOD! I BEG TO THE GOD,I BEG TO MY FAMILY. STOP THESE PLS!! Never go sch today. Because YOYO is sick. Her eye infected i guess? And i was told by mum that maybe dad accidentally hit her. Firstly is my idiotic sis who think she is very good at discipline her. So she hit her and maybe somehow the eye. NOW!! It's my dad!! DIDN'T I SAY WHEN DISCIPLINE A DOG CANNOT HIT THE FACE?!!!!! JUST WTH IS WRONG WITH THEM? I was damn fucking piss off when i knew it. I know i have no right to blame them. Cause part of it also my dog fault. She's not obedient enough. But STILL,theres other ways to discipline her. NO NEED HIT THE FACE PART RIGHT?!!!!!! I am seriouly stress these few days. Weekend i was doing ticketing. Then i was first time officially doing ticketing. And i manage to sell packages to guest. However,i still got shortage of $3+. This is still ok. But yesterday,i sold 5 packages to a guest. Then i actually never see properly that she wanted 3adult and 2 child top-up. Then end up i never top-up the adult packages. And i admit its my fault for not checking it properly. But it was seriouly peak hour at that time. Alot of guests are asking me different thing. And i got so confused and messed up. If i could see the guest again,i would apologize for what i did. I know i am blur. But i really tried my best to do everything. It's just that things doesnt turn out that good always. And after this incident,i believe the IC or supervisor won't be letting me to do ticketing. Cause of the trouble i made. But i really like to do ticketing. I just hope there's another chance. If not,then i guess i can only stick to ROVER or GR. I am really feeling very stressed up. And i am thinking real hard just what is wrong with my life? Although i have a wonderful BF,friends and family, But things just doesn't goes right. Obstacles do happen. I mean this is life right? There will always be bad things happening. It won't be so perfect for everyone. I can only say everything in my blog. But i can't say it out. Once everything is out there will be more trouble. But if i keep it to myself,i guess it would only be worse. I guess i need some time to recover. I am feeling bad now :(Labels: how i wish i would end it soon..., life sucks
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